sorry i have been mia, it has been kind of crazy around here and i haven’t been feeling my best. i am thinking that this is a good place to vent? feel free to skip the next paragraph if you aren’t in the mood!
itjustreallyirksmethatihadcrampsforweeks. thenigottheworstperiodever. mytestscame backnormaleventhoughistillfeelcrappy. mybroccolihasspots. theotyesterdaysaid”ofcourseheisgettingot, idontevenneedtoscorethetest.” “wedecidedweagreewiththe diagnosisofautism.” idon’treallyliketakingcellolessons.isthatterrible? thedogatemydiapers. myfaveteacherforsquirm’sclassisleaving. ifeelfat,old,ugly,impatient,notgoodenough. lonelybluecranky.
i actually do feel better, thank you for letting me get that out. even though i get down in the dumps, i still feel optimistic. i think the squirm’s new school is going to be good for him, even though the diagnosis of autism makes me uncomfortable/sad. i am excited about him learning new things.
spring’s arrival has given me more energy and i am enjoying spending more time outside.
i am feeling more inspired to work in my art journal, even though i haven’t had much time. more pictures of that later! i am loving photographing the boys in the yard. they are so photogenic (ok, maybe i am biased).